you’re looking in the mirror altogether too often

.because you’re stuck on yourself
.you’ve created alternate realities
.you call other people to listen to your drama
.never hearing what they have to say
.ok, maybe selectively hearing
.just occasionally
.just enough
.tangenting your thoughts back to you once again
.because you’re tired of telling it over & over to yourself
.you’re bored
.you need someone to manipulate
.to take all of your bullshit
.you miss them
.you miss that face they make when you’ve got them where you want them
.because you don’t want to waste the energy to know someone else
.because your half-ass efforts with them suited you just fine
.you wish them harm
.because they got you good
.and you didn’t want it to happen that way
.you’re just selfish
.you thought you had the upper hand
.because your craves for attention went un-noticed
.how immature
.how ridiculous can you get
.now you’re all alone
.lying to them once again
.because deep down, you hate yourself
.i feel sorry for you
.stop fawning
.you’re not even that cute